~~~ Quote of The Day #1 ~~~

~~~ * "Navarro's Poison & Passion" ~ "Passion" ~ "LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY" * ~~~

 

 

 

Love Unconditionally. I have always said: Love Unconditionally regardless of race, color, creed or religion. To add to that, I have come from a broken home where I had a single mother, no visible father and shared the same mother but different father with my half sisters and brother. I grew up by myself. I didn't choose my family. I didn't choose whom my blood relatives are.

 

But, it was my mother's poor decision making & the enforcement of that decision from my sisters and brother that ensured that I was always kept out of the family. It's no fun being called a "Son" or "Brother" to the people that never treated you as such let alone apart of what was obviously their family.

 

It's a fact that Loving Unconditionally was something that they never heard of before. The only difference? Well many, that I will not get into now but on the surface, just a different father. He too was a non-factor in my life as well. Different story for a different time.

 

When you do not Love Unconditionally then rest assured there is also no accountability taken by those that do not practice this mantra of Loving Unconditionally. 

 

However, I am very thankful that I have no regrets for Loving everyone Unconditionally. My love has never seen race, color, creed or religion. Unfortunately, as you can tell just from family, it was never reciprocated. No, it's stretched all across the board with me. From, the family to the friends to the relationships with girls. Yep, I have been through it all when it comes to no reciprocation. Let me give you a few more direct examples:

 

Example 1:

I was in a "Relationship" with a girl that was highly religious and completely devout in her creed of her born into religion. But, you see, she only used it as an excuse for not trying to be on the same page with me about anything. But, when she would boldly hurt me in our relationship, she would turn to God as a convenience. No apologies. No nothing. Sounds like a religious flake don't you think?

 

When talking about the future, the marriage was to be only about her religion being honored not both of ours. Pretty cold response from her when I asked about this. Even though it meant a lot more to me to have both religions honored. This was just a roadblock that she threw into what I thought was a loving relationship.

 

We had the same religious beliefs but hers was more extreme than mines. I am a man that never threw religious beliefs on anyone. She was different. Needless to say, I found someone thankfully, that didn't make this the main issue with us but simply compromised. Religion is not a main factor in our relationship. It's because we Love each other Unconditionally.

 

Example 2:

Race & Color. I was born in Toronto, Canada. I am Indian & Spanish Trinidadian and from what I have been told: my great, great Grandmother was black.

 

So with all these races in my bloodlines, I am Trinidadian through and through. I am currently in love with a woman that is East Indian. It's pretty much the same but we as Trinidadians came from East Indian descent. If you want to be technical here of course.

 

But, it makes no difference what our race or color is. That's the point that I am trying to make here. If your as black as night or as white as snow, if you two have that special connection, are comfortable with one another and see each other being in the other's lives forever, then your on the right path. Because simply, your Loving Unconditionally.

 

Example 3:

You must always Love Unconditionally because it goes back to the old saying that: "You must treat everyone as equal and treat them as you would like to be treated". I stand by this. I am brown. The men and women I grew up with in Toronto & for a short time in Trinidad were brown, black, white, Asian. Or as mixed as I am.

 

I actually rarely had White friends growing up but I never treated them different than anyone. If we were cool, then we were cool. I always was like: "Who gives a fuck what color you are?, we cool, we cool!"

 

Unfortunately, there are still racist people out there that do not have the same beliefs as me or you. The way I also see it, is that no matter of race, color, creed or religion, beauty is beauty. Sexy is sexy. Loving is Loving. And so on & so on.

 

The bottom line is, that when you read this, you should open your mind to me as a person and to yourself as well. I am limitless with my love. We are all people. We should all be treated as equals. Sure it sounds cliché but it's still the truth. 

 

Me, I tolerate even less now people's ignorance, hate, anger, egos & negative attitudes. I don't got time for that shit homes! Talk to me with respect as I do with you and we good. I am self taught with how I think, feel, act, walk or talk in life. No one ever instilled these values in me to be a stand up man and to Love without limits. I was simply self taught to love and not hate. Love with no limits.

 

Some people still need a good swift kick in the ass however. If your one of these people that I mentioned above that I am intolerant towards then you are guilty & have to learn to be a better man or woman.

 

We need more people that are as real as you & me. The World around you will thank you for being a better person and you will thank yourself most of all.

 

Learn to Love Unconditionally. It has worked for me. Try it sometime.



~~ * "Navarro's Poison & Passion" ~ "Passion" ~ "GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT. GO OUT AND FUCKING EARN IT." * ~~



 

 

Good Things Come To Those Who Wait. Go Out And Fucking Earn It. Need I say more? No, but I will because there is more to this statement than you see. So, let me explain here. Sit back and have a read.

 

I am a workaholic. I have always been that way especially when it comes to starting and finishing something. Passion has always been one of the main reasons why I am a workaholic. I do not just turn my attentions to something without passion and love for what I am doing. Not to mention, the knowledge and experience that I will gain in the process. Unfortunately, not enough people have these traits in order to go out and earn their keep. Let me further explain here.

 

Some people are born independent such as myself or your born either lazy, or middle of the road. Just doing enough work to get by then running for the first chance to take a vacation. Not me. I haven't had a vacation in over 16 years {Trinidad to visit family - August 1997}. We are in a society where everyone is looking to take the easy way out of working or working hard for that matter for anything. People that I know are only coasting not thriving. Not me.

 

In the 16 years of not having a vacation by really no choice of my own, I can point to many, many reasons including set backs and accomplishments in those years to show for the non-vacation time. I believe this is one reason that people are unhappy with themselves because they can't really point to anything as the reason of accomplishments before taking a vacation. Some cannot even after a vacation.

 

Don't get me wrong, there are many hard working people. I think there is more hard working people such as myself that deserve their time. I am a person that doesn't wait for good things to come to me. I am going out like the title goes, fucking earning it. I am putting in my work now and then some, to relax later. There is a method to my madness. So far, so good.

 

Then you have some people that I know that rushed into marriage to have "security" so that they can convince themselves that they worked hard and earned the right to have someone take care of them. The love is given up for security. There is no earning there with the people that I know whom clearly didn't earn that security.

 

My entire life, I have always been a provider. As I head to the next stage of my life soon, I am already more than prepared for my new life due to my past & present life experiences having worked for and earning my keep. That includes, taking care of my loved one. My loved one however, has those experiences as well. She has earned it. She has earned the right to have me take care of her for the rest of her life. She has taken care of me and does now. We take care of each other as it should be.

 

Bottom line is, go out and work hard. You will enjoy the fruits of your own labor when the time is right. I am lucky, I have my woman that deserves her down time more than anyone that I have ever met. We are one in the same. So, it makes it easier for me to take care of someone that has worked harder than anyone that I have ever known for her right to be pampered & cared for.

 

Hopefully, you are lucky enough to meet someone that also works hard, by simply going out and earning it. You and your partner will thank yourselves and each other for the joy that comes soon after. As for me and my lady, very soon, it's vacation time for us together! :)

 

Now, go out and earn your right to enjoy your life!

 

Because, needless to say, GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT. GO OUT AND FUCKING EARN IT.

 

 

 

 



~~ * "Navarro's Poison & Passion" ~ "Passion" ~ "JUST ONE LOOK" * ~~

 

 

Just One Look. It's that simple. It was one look that my woman gave me that sunk my heart and made me the most important man on the planet. It was one look that I gave her the first time that I saw her picture then met her in person that told me that I am going to marry her.

 

A lot of people take this one simple gesture for granted. Not me. It goes back to that old saying: "It was love at first sight". I finally had that and now the sky's too much of a limit for us. I must say, that the one look is all it really takes because it is really powerful.

 

Some people stare without even knowing it. But, that is just as powerful if the stare comes from someone that is attractive whether its a man staring at a sexy woman or a sexy woman staring at a man from across the room. The staring is considered a form of checking out whose in your eye sight. Don't get me wrong, there is creepy staring then there is the kind of easy-on-the-eye staring. Nonetheless, even staring starts with Just One Look.

 

Through your one look to someone that you find attractive, you send a message. You send either that aforementioned creepy message or an enticing message that your interested in getting to know that person or seeing more of them. You have to make sure that when you send that message, It gets through in a positive manner to your target. You might just be pleasantly surprised what reaction you get from that person. I know I was. And, still am :)

 

With someone that you know whether your dating, married, engaged, friends or whatever, your one look should always make that person smile. Blushing is even a better reaction that you should hope for as well.

 

Warmth and Love is what people secretly hope for in a look from their loved one. It goes a long way. Trust me, I know this thankfully, from experience. When you provide that one look for them and you wish it for yourself too, it's the connection that you both are establishing with that one simple warm look.

 

And, all it takes is JUST ONE LOOK. It's that simple.

 

 

 

 





.................* "Navarro's Poison & Passion" ~ "Poison" ~ "FAKE PEOPLE" *..................

Fake People. I have been surrounded by many throughout my lifetime whether it was family, friends, girlfriends and co-workers. I have never been able to truly get away from them. I always wished there was someway that I could give them a good shot of my realness so that they could be as real as myself. Wishful thinking.

People are fake, coming to you in many forms. Some humor you with whatever it is you want to talk about or feel at that moment with no real genuine care or feeling towards your plight. They want you to feel only for them and not have to reciprocate to you in return when you need it. You help people always, then when you need help from them they are not there. And so on and so on. 

 

It is a funny quote above but it really isn't that funny when you think about it. I have never thought about killing anyone if they are fake to me. That's a bit extreme. If they hurt me emotionally or mentally really bad then I think of retaliating but not killing anyone. I however do always stay calm as much as possible.

 

Losing my cool is not a pretty site for anyone including me. The anger takes over and then you want to act on the harsh thoughts. Not me. I am calm. And, you have to be with people that are fake. Some are more fake than others. You just have to distance yourself from those that wish to be dealt with in a severe manner.



 

They then will become just nothing more but a distance forgettable memory. It ties back to Karma. It will get those that hurt you every time. So stand back and watch it happen. Fake people deserve what they get and have to answer to themselves eventually. You rarely if ever, find someone that truly humbles themselves for being fake to people. They become more fake and try to put on a mask of stone that their shit doesn't stink. They are the ones that get called out on their bullshit first.

 

Fake people for me, are just nothing more than a very distant forgettable memory. They have no place in my world and should never have had a place in my life to begin with. It's part of growing up. You only can rely on two people, yourself and well, yourself to weed out those fakers to your thrown of realness.

 

Take it from me, I have dealt with too many fake people, that I have lost count. I only surround myself with real people with genuine kindness in their hearts. People that come with no strings attached or drama. I have had my fair share of drama, I survived it and now can only deal with like minded people such as myself that are only here to spread real love and real happiness amongst those that we come in contact with.

All fakers, will be left behind. Let them stew in their own fake lives and misery, while you and I soar with the eagles carrying our realness as protective coats of armor.

Like the old saying goes: "Real recognizes real"... 



* "Navarro's Poison & Passion" ~ "Poison" ~ "UNSUPPORTIVE PEOPLE" *

Unsupportive People. In other words, unsupportive support. I am perfect example of this. I have had absolutely no support from previous girlfriends, family or friends. Again, one person stood in my corner when no one else would. I don't bullshit myself when it comes to people that were there during my struggles and those that were not. One person and no one else was there. Well, one person then one other: MYSELF. It came from within me to want to move forward with that one person in my corner but not everyone is that strong. 

 

Unfortunately, most people I know are not motivated to do more than the bare minimum example: get married, have kids, get a house and car - DONE. People don't realize that there is more to life than the bare minimum. More than what is expected of you. I am on my way to acquiring through hard work and a loving relationship those bare minimum actions but there is more to me than that. I have support now but before there was none from anyone. It hurt and it still hurts today, but I maintain my composure and move forward as best as possible. I just don't have any quit in me which is where it starts when it comes to motivation.

 

No, I have the idea to achieve those minimums but to also have a life plan. But, it's because I am motivated by much more. Example: my company, my own personal goals, and self satisfactions. Materialistic is not much of a factor for me at all. My partner and I have a tremendous understanding that a life plan has to be put into place so that there is no complacency in our life at any point. That's why it's lasted so long with us, there has never been complacency between us. It's always fresh and new but yet familiar and safe.

 

We and I in particular, have only ourselves to rely on when it comes to support. You can't force anyone to support you in everything that you do. One thing to get support in, is hard enough. Let alone, many things from people. I have let go of the idea that I will get that support from anyone, so I use it as a tool to turn that negativity into a positive for myself in moving forward. It has come to the point where I don't need anyone's support anymore period. If your not with me, then your against me. I have honestly always been that way. Again, unsupportive people has made me this way in this regard.



 

I have just described to you the best way to heal from unsupportive people. But, please do indulge me my dear reader a bit more here. You must realize that despite you being in a relationship whether it's dating, marriage or common law, that if your partner does not support you in your goals or ambitions than you must get away from that person if you see it continues to be negative from them. I know a few people that I was in relationships with that echoed this behaviour with me.

 

One girl said indirectly to me that I was not creative enough to do anything entrepreneurial. Another one said, me following my dreams was what killed our relationship. Even though, it was there bad treatment of me that killed those relationships.

 

I have rebounded and have fought my way back because, I saw sometime ago that those same girls are still just that: GIRLS. I have a real WOMAN. One that I support just the same as she has stuck by me and support me. She totally got what I was doing with my dreams {my company} and was with me every step of the way where no one else wanted to be. For that, amongst many reasons, I am honored to be her man and blessed for her to be my woman.

 

It's funny, those same people that are not supportive of you, always keep tabs on you and act like they don't know that you are succeeding in what they simply did not want to support you on. Then turn around and jump on your band wagon when your hot. Or they look to use your good name which you worked for, in order to get themselves over. I tell ya, everyone looks for the free ride from you, without wanting to support you from the start.

 

The best thing too, is that you can then have the power to transfer that negative energy to them where it rightfully belongs and then shut them out of your success. It makes them think twice about what they did wrong in not supporting you. That's how you recover. You prove them wrong and then if you choose, you can shove it in their face!

 

Works for me! 

...........................* "Navarro's Poison & Passion" ~ "Passion" ~ "POSSIBLE" *...........................

 

Possible. Anything is. I have always wondered why not enough people do not invest in this belief. Too many people that I know have shut themselves down before giving themselves a chance first. It all came down to believing first that anything is possible. 

I have always believed that something wonderful is about to happen to me. I have lived in hell for the better part of the last 34 years. The last 8 years has been the roller coaster ride from hell to above ground for me. I maintained all this time, that it can not get anymore worse for me as it already has. You know what? I was right! It's been finally, me seeing some positive things happening in my life. But, only because I had support from one woman and the unbeatable desire from within myself to not quit. I have never been a quitter and will never be. It's because I believe that any and everything is possible. Next stop for me, heaven. I just simply always believed.

 

 

Always believe. I have and I am still working hard to achieve what I have been working a lifetime for. I am still living in the hood. I am still not where I want to be in life, but only because of the high standard that I know that I have set for myself. But, I am getting there. I am getting there, because I believe.

Thinking outside the box certainly helps. I am not a sucker. I am not going to be stuck sitting in the same spot forever. That's for chumps. Not for me. I don't complain because, I know how bad it has already gotten for me. But, I maintain my convictions, my posture and continue to move forward in a positive direction. Nothing can stop me now World. Why? because, I know that anything and everything is POSSIBLE.

.......................* "Navarro's Poison & Passion" ~ "Passion" ~ "FROM AFAR" *........................

From Afar. From afar, I watched her. I watched her every move. I watched her deal with the crazy world in front of us. I watched the men fall at her feet, only to detect that she was being let down. To see that she was being lead down the wrong path because she was told it was right to be a certain way with men. I watched from afar. She is beautiful, sexy, smart, curvy, top heavy, bottom heavy, sweet, sensual, sassy but classy, take charge, dominant and charismatic both with her brains and body. From afar...I watched her. I studied her....from afar. 

 

From afar. She is opinionated, but the same upfront. From afar, she is important. Up close, she is more important. She is Indian, west or east is not important to the eye, but she is Indian regardless to the day that we hope to fly. She is strong and desirable. She is real. She is hot. She is everyone's choice for pleasure or simply for smiles. Or for both. I am lucky because I know that all of her is mine if I wish.

This Indian beauty has been looking in my direction for years. As, I have had my gaze upon her for a lifetime without knowing her all to well at the time. All for my desirable fulfillment. She is there in front of me for the taking. She is drop dead gorgeous, stunning and very easy on the eyes. From afar, and up close, she is a real life brown skin Barbie doll. Minus the plastic parts. She is all natural from head to toe. Her personality is apart of her sexy and attractive appeal.

From afar, I see her and wish that she is in my life forever. I am lucky, but even though we don't speak as much as I wish, she is there. In my life. From afar, I am grateful more than she knows. I try to show it to her without looking obviously in the direction of sounding or feeling desperate for her every breath. But, when she is not talking to me, I know that she is with me jumping and dancing in my heart. She is apart of me. Always...

 

 

I am lucky to have her in my life. Who is she? you might ask Well, she is my secret weapon for inner and outer happiness. Even when she doesn't know it. She is the piece to my puzzle that completes the man that writes this. Does she know what I want from her? I don't know. Will she ever find out? I think so. Obvious gestures confuse and humble her. In direct gestures gets that beautiful mind of hers going. As it's the thoughts of love, passion, desire and lust that drives her to me and me to her.

 

But, for now, I keep my words close to the heart. But, for now, and so I watch you. From afar...

.....................................* "Navarro's Poison & Passion" ~ "Poison" ~ "LIAR" *.........................................

Liar. "Liar, Liar, pants on fire!". It was an old saying that I use to hear and use on the liars throughout my life. I luckily never became one of those people. I never liked when someone would lie to me. But then again, who would like someone lying to them? No one I would imagine. In particular, I have been lied to from everyone from my parent, my family, my girlfriends of past, my boys, my co-workers and frankly, it was getting to the point where I couldn't trust anyone or believe anyone. I am sure that this has happened to you. It's happened all too often to me. I have one person in my life that has never lied to me to this point. One person out of thousands of people that I have met? What does that tell you?

 

Well, it tells me a lot. That I needed to change my circle of people that were around me. But, you can't choose your relationships sometimes. So it's hard to avoid. I have kept it real with people and it from the most part, was not reciprocated. I have had people use religion as a means to say that they have repented for their poor behaviour towards me, just to turn back to that same person that did the damage in the first place. That's pretty shitty, to use religion as a means to want someone back in their life and then show their true colors again not long after. I have had people say that I pray that you find happiness in your life, when all they ever did was not try to change themselves so that I didn't have to find happiness elsewhere. I could go on but you get my point here. These are liars. The slickest of the slick. I kept it real and they didn't. What again, does that tell you?

 

 

That liars lead you to a path where you have to face "The Big Lie". That being, "does this person really care about me? If so, why lie?" You have to look at yourself first and ask, "Is this the big lie, that I am living? Why do I need these people around me when all they ever do is lie?". I went through this my entire life. I go through this now. But, I have gotten smarter with each passing thought of asking myself this. It's made me less tolerant of people's lies. I have been able to smell a lie, like a fart in church.

 

You can't get it passed me anymore. I have called people out on their lies after I finally stopped questioning myself and the big lie question answered itself. You can't change the people that feel the need to always lie. You can only change yourself and try your best to be less tolerant of these individuals as I have. Change is something that liars fear. Be that fear. Be real and don't lie. You will thank yourself later for it.

* "Navarro's Poison & Passion" ~ "Passion" ~ "THE POWER OF A WHISPER" *

 

The Power of a Whisper. There is nothing like it if used for good. I have whispered in the ears of the listening for years. Only the few that listened survived that power. One, has stood the test of time in my darling's years: "I love you". But, there is another type of whisper that is ever lasting as well that is shared between lovers or would be lovers. You can guess what words those are: "I want to fuck you" is thee main one. "Come back to my place" is another. "Thank you", "You look hot in that dress", "Your sexy", or "Come with me", is just a few more examples. They all have the same desired effect. You are using your words close to one of the most sexual erogenous zones of a woman or a man's body. You can revert to quote number 2 of what will be the outcome if done correctly. 

I have had many a pleasant word whispered in my ear from one woman. I do get turned on. Always. The power of the whisper is stronger than you think. Unfortunately, you have to get in a right environment in order to use this tactic. Going to a club where you have no choice but to whisper or talk in someone's ear because the music is too damn loud is not sexy. If your at a party where you have trapped your target to whisper something sexy in their ear is more doable than spitting alcohol in someone's ear trying to get their number or trying to get their number by chatting them up in their ear. You get the picture... 

 

 

Even your name being whispered in a woman's ear or whispering the woman's name in their ear is hot too. It will have the desired effect as well. Don't get me wrong, no everyone will fall under your spell if your trying this on everyone. You have to study your target and feel confident enough that this is going to work or you might get rejected. Better yet, a slap to the face from the woman. Or the wrong impression if it's a woman trying to talk slick in a man's ear.

 

The right amount of buzz words, enough closeness to the ear and an enticing use of physical contact is going to show you the real power of the whisper.

 

It's worked on me & for me thus far! * wink, wink * That is THE POWER OF A WHISPER...

...* "Navarro's Poison & Passion" 1st Ever "Passion" Post: "FIRST LOVE" *...

 

 

First Love. Your first love is someone that you will never forget no matter how hard you try to move on with your life. Lucky for me, I finally found my first true love after years of feeling that I had found it with my first two previous girlfriends. I guess it's true that "third time, does the charm". My first love comes at a time in my life, where I have finally gotten into position to really make a bold and daring move that will catapult me into stardom. Both personally and professionally to be clear.

My first love is who I am with. Not because I am with her now, but because she is my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow after a long period of darkness. I will always remember in the years of darkness, who was there and who wasn't. She was and is there when no one else wanted to be. But, I truly love her. Truly. In love I should say. Nothing will ever take this feeling away from me as I know it's finally genuine. 

 

I fell in love immediately with her. She has made me feel like I felt I should have all these years of toiling in meaningless, bottomless relationships. Like a worthy man. An important man. I have done my best to treat her like she deserves from the get go, and that's like a queen. My queen. That my friends, is true love. To love someone unconditionally, no matter of race, color, creed or religion. To treat that person as important as you want to be treated. Not as an option but as a choice. I found that. Thank god. It's how she makes me feel important nearly as much as she does for me. We have a fair loving and giving relationship. That is love. Give and take. Not, take, take, take.  



 

There are people out there that feel that they have moved on or have tried to convince themselves of moving on. It never happens for those people. I have been hurt more than I have been the person hurting someone. So it's been easy to move on from the stand point that I did everything within my power to make all the wrongs right. If that person didn't want any of the positive of me, then they were not good enough to be with me.

Let them convince themselves of being the right one to "move on". Let them. But, I have always known, the real is over here with me. I have gotten in "trouble" for telling the truth. The brutal honest truth about my love life but I know right from wrong. You can't touch someone that tells the truth. You may try, but I dare you to try it again. First Love. It makes you stronger than you think. Test it, and you will get run over. Aggressive? Yes. True? Absolutely!

 

My first love, is who I finally found. Not who I was with before. I found what was missing. I found what I should have always had. My first love. I don't know anyone that ever said or thought of me as their first love but I know that I can call my woman now, my FIRST LOVE. There is nothing like it. Nothing.

 

I don't try to fool myself with anything. I have always been real and honest. I found someone that is like minded and effortlessly is on the same page as I. Nothing is forced, rushed, or contrived. It's real. It's real love. It's our FIRST LOVE.

 

I take back a previous statement, I do know someone that calls me their first love. It's my queen. She is my goddess. The love of my life. For that, she deserves all my love and then some that others wanted to throw away. I know my worth being with her. That is what makes her in many ways, MY FIRST LOVE.

 

For that, I thank you for being my FIRST LOVE :)

...* "Navarro's Poison & Passion" 1st Ever "Poison" Post: "BETRAYAL" *...

 

Betrayal. Throughout my life, I have been betrayed by many people. Some of which were and still are people that were and still are close to me. I trusted them, because, I felt that they were suppose to be individuals that were by relation had to be my closest confidants. I have been wrong with everyone that I have been betrayed by. Poor judgement on my part for believing what was being fed to me. That was my mistake. As the old saying goes: "Fool me once, shame on me. Fool me twice, shame on you. Fool me three times? Not a chance!". Needless to say, I have not been fooled by these purveyors of betrayal a third time. Those people have been left by the wayside. I have no time for games. I have no time for people who were never genuine from the jump. Never again.

 

 

I had hope for many of those that have betrayed me. Hope is what kept me going, long after seeing those betrayers had vanished. I still extended my hand to them despite there being no reciprocation. I checked for people that could care less if I was even still breathing despite not doing anything wrong on my part. It hurt. It still hurts. The good ones get hurt and the bad ones get everything. A process that never sits well with me. I have never betrayed anyone. EVER. The reason? I just never wanted it to ever happen to me. My loyalty has always gotten me the short end of the stick. NEVER AGAIN.

 

 

It's betrayal that it ultimately comes down to. I gave everything that I had and then some to those purveyors of betrayal with no positive outcome. I searched for love and friendships in the wrong places from individuals who were insincere from the start. I found my own way. Blazed my own path holding on to the betrayal as a scar of war from each individual that betrayed me. Girlfriends, Family, Friends, Co-Workers. They all betrayed me.

It became hard for me to trust anyone after so much betrayal. My circle of loved ones is now very small. I have created my own environment and world, that if betrayal creeps it's ugly head again, it wouldn't be hard to tell this time where the betrayal comes from. I guess, it's true that you can never trust a snake not to bite you. I learned my lesson.